lifeisnotcupofcoffee

The days went by so fast
much left in the past
but
there is a feeling that I take who knows how long
he was so closely tied
I still remember it
miss him
want to meet and talk to him again
will there be another chance?
Can I talk to him again?
I want to know
did he think of me?
there was no chance to talk to him
so far
unattainable
even my feelings to him
unattainable

Was he happy now?

I want to know I want to talk to him again

this photo was taken last year when jocelyn still was part of us, (well, she always be, she is very nice student)

this was taken when we had math-olympiad

students were enjoying field trip to National-Craft House

Students of primary 4B… being a form-teacher for this class is kinda though thing, because those students are having special character and attitide

We’re having field trip on that day… look at my partner (Ms. Lenggo), Primary 4A form teacher… she is such beautiful lady i’ve ever met.. and we both are good partner….

My work is fun
although should be inside the building for almost 8 hours a day
but I really love my job
I worked very good, everything we need is right here
wifi, canteen which provides delicious and healthy food, a comfortable working space, facilities and infrastructure for teaching is also available with a neat
the most happiest thing is  I and  friends to work together very well
We respect each other

educating or teaching is a job for me very proud
I am happy to see kids my students succeed in any learning
although there are things that, sometimes makes me sad, for example: there are children who failed in my lesson, but I always ask God for granted the kindness and the way to solve my problem

I love my students
they are encouraging me and even though sometimes they are being impolite and even rude, but as a teacher I know, this is whatshould I to do . educate them. teach them good things. make them know that someday science will be useful for their future

I always reinforce myself with the words, teach the students well is an asset for the country ..
they are the state hopes to become an advanced country as the place with all the technology and science that once theyhave  learned in school

I m in 2011, do i already have some resolutions or even revolution? (i might be turning into delighted full woman as well)

I had plans last year

what i felt inside, i could see in the mirror but couldnot see at ur eyes….

dear, i really miss you so deep, like hell, burning me into the depth of sorrowness

loving you is really hurt me but i cant forget you

i wish we could be together

like we have planned

where are  you now…?

cant you hear my heart is longing and calling you?

cant you see how deep is my heart…..

cant you feel what i really want….

Honey…. My love for you, just like endless feeling

My sing for you, like a song in the sky

but i cannot see you everywhere around me

i am still waitting for you

still loving you

please, see my feeling… dont refuse me

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I spent New Year’s Eve with my best friend
actually she is my boss at work
but we are very close
she was sad because her boyfriend can not celebrate New Year’s Eve with her
unlike me …
although my boyfriend can not celebrate New Year’s Eve with me, I do not feel sad …
do not know why …
but I felt my heart was a different place
far
untouchable
invisible
when all the people made a wish at that night, when fireworks in the air like a lighted flowers, my heart … feel lonely ….
Last year, I still sent message to him …
but not for the night of the new year ….
I felt a longing
missing very deep …
wanted to cry at that time but I stand ….
wonder where he is now …
so miss him …
I want to pass the days of this year well
I wish my wishes are granted by God the Supreme Good
I love him … want to meet him ..